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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Christmas

last christmas i give u my heart...

the very next day, u give it away...

haiz...

sound so sad hor..

gave my heart to someone but she gave it away..

sob!!!!

haaa!!!!

okok..

so what have i done huh..

hmmm....

saturday...

went to countdown..

haa!!

went to mit Leng, Bowei, Yinzhi at cityhall with Xinjie...

think Yinzhi loves the job of "lightbulb"

haa!!!

den after tat go mit up with Zhiguan..

den walk ard Marina Square..

me and Xinjie cant resist the temptation of shopping...

den they always dun wait for us...

so sad...

den mit Angeline..

den decide go makan..

den mit Desmond..

halfway Peile and Kuiyu came..

den Kuiyu sit another table..

that Yinzhi oso go sit..

"lightbulb" again..

haa!!

den after tat we went walk ard..

me n Xinjie went to ebase..

haa!!

den split..

den mit up with them at esplanade...

watched this live Jazz Band..

cool..

that lady voice..

damn cool...

den Yinzhi and Angeline went to mit their frenz...

Zhiguan went hme..

Desmond duno where..

me and Xinjie decided to go off to orchard and play..

so scary..

all the ppl sprayin the foam like nobody business..

haa!!

quite fun actually..

no regrets..

haa!!

den took train hme..

on the way saw Jeraldine..

haa!!

den Xinjie is so excited..

or rather both of them..

haa!!

Jeraldine is my secondary school junior..

her sister is my dearest Joanne..

haa!!!

so qiao..

den decided to go her hse la..

but before tat i wanna go hme first..

take key.

and BATH!!

den went to mit up with Jeraldine gang of ppl..

den walked to her hse.

den chitchat with them till 430am..

den went hme

slpt at 530am..

wah!!!

as for sunday..

wake up at 9am..

get ready den go expo le...

tired.....

but fun..

after tat went to mit with Layleng..

but..

she make me wait fer her for 30minutes!!!!!!!!!!!

haa

den went to Eunos mit up with Bowei..

haiz..

nw become me "lightbulb"

dotx..

haa!

took taxi over..

to Xingzuan hse.....

had fun..

but i veri tired..

den went had smelly toufu and soyabean again!!

haa!!

den went hme....

upon reachin Boonlay,

my mum called..

and told me tat my dad, bro, cousin and my bro fren goin watch KingKong!!!

haa!

and i went la..

the show is FANTASTIC!!!

haa!!

veri funny and exciting..

but the lame part is tat...

the main character, KingKong..

onli came out after 1hr of the show..

the show is 3hrs...

haa!!!~

cool..

den walked hme..

slpt at 5am..

today..

wake up at 230pm..

rotx till 6pm..

den quickly go bath..

den mit Xinjie at marina square...

went there bought a Jacket..

haa!!

den walked ard....

den went hme..

here i am la..

yeah!!

tmr goin Sentosa with Xinjie and Huiling!!

yeah

haa!!~

dun miss me!!!

haa!

den after tat camp le!!

bye bloggie!!

=>Christmas<=
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Saturday, December 24, 2005

oh yeah

okok.. haa

haven been bloggin faithfully..

well..

maybe i am too lazy to blog nowadays..

haa...

so what have i done these few days...

ok..

wednesday..

went to school..

earli..

not veri earli actually..

was like 2hrs late la..

for discussion..

den after tat went to CO le lo..

ya..

but i went 1hr later..

coz i went to finish a few e-learnin quiz..

duhx..

den after tat had dinner..

den went for combined..

shall have no comments abt it..

den after tat went have supper with Leng, Bowei, Xingzuan, Kaixian, TeckSeng and Samuel..

reached hme at ard 1215midnite..

slpt at ard 3+am..

as for my thursday..

rot whole day at hme..

wake up at 2pm..

playin game..

doing e-learnin

stupid system,,

den did nth..

duhx..

had conference call with Xiuli, Meifong and Jon...

quite funny..

den slpt at 3+am..

as for today..

whole mornin was haunt by SPCO ppl..

smses, calls..

wah lauz..

cant have a nice slp..

haa!!!

den went to sch..

mit Zhicheng to buy cake for David..

had a mini celebration for him.

coz is his bday on thursday..

den after tat do the tickets..

went for eatin session again..

haa!!

at Paya Lebar..

have smelly toufu and douhua again..

haa!!!
ate more things tis time..

coz we are havin them as our DInnEr..

haa!!

after tat i went hme..

Leng took train with me till Clementi..

after tat she head back to Bugis..

for a christmas party in the shop..

and here i am blogging..

as for tmr..

i will be out lo..

will be out to ton..

haa!!

yeah!!!

den for sunday...

goin for service..

and after tat go somebody's hse eat and sing song..

haa!!~

yeahyeah..

gtg bye bloggie!!

muacks!!!

=>oh yeah<=
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

finally..

okok.. i shall update..

before Ms Tipsy starts nagging again....

haa!!

sunday.

went for service.

den after tat went to suntec.

had a baskin session there..

it is veri fun.

after tat i went hme.

was so tired..

den played maple again.

slp at 3am..

monday.

wake up.

went sch take the container..

den went Esley hse prepare food.

after tat went hme to bath.

den went back again.

den to Joyce's hse have bbq.

went hme at 1130pm.

slp at 3am again.

today.

wake up at 930am.

prepare to go sentosa..

drag n drag till i veri late.

went to meet MsTipsy and Zita @ Harbour Front.

went to Sentosa.

saw Angie, Felisia, Huijie.

den me and Tipsy woman played in water..

den Zita chit chat with them.

den play with us again oso.

but in less than 1hour time, we are FORCED to leave the water.

becoz it is rainin le..

haiz..

sian..

den went bathin..

juz rinse thru..

den went back..

suppose to go Zita's hse.

but we decided to go walk ard in Sentosa.

took alot of photos..

>HERE<

click it for the fotos!!!haa!!

den after tat went to wait for the muscial fountain..

waited for 1hr lo..

i fell aslp while waiting..

after tat mit up with Zita's family.

and off we went to Lau Pa Sat for dinner..

had alot of food..

Zita's younger bro is SOOOOOO CUTE!!

haa

den after tat her mum send us hme lo..

and here i am bloggin..

*hey huiling and Zita!!! i wan go sentosa agian!! i duncare!!! i wanna be as dark as my maple characteR!!

haa!!!~

ok..

i wanna go maple le!!!

bye!!

=>finally..<=
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Saturday, December 17, 2005

all the past...

wah.. cham la..

have not been blogging..

sorry sorry..

so what did i realli did these few days???

haa! i duno..

shall recall...

startin with tuesday...

hmmm..

didnt went for the first lesson..

coz went to hand in proposals..

BUT!!!

david wasnt there..

dotx..

haiz...

anyway..

went lesson after tat..

wanted to skip actually..

but i went in the end..

skipped the last hour lecture...

so bored..

went CO rm..

then Kaixian and Meifen..

did something bad to me..

haa!!!~

den after tat went hme..

duno what i do oso..

think i played game..

den never study ENVSTA..

onli studied abit..

slp at 2+am..

wednesday

went for 8am lesson.

practically a slpin session for me..

den after tat went to clubrm..

den skipped BIA..

after tat went to lesson..

and back to clubrm again..

den to quiz...

stupid quiz..

so long and diff..

though i finish first..

but tat doesnt means i know everything..

i finish first..

coz i wanna rush off...

went SPGG..

mit up with Xiuping..

den went for the Christmas thingy..

was so bored..

so we 2 sit at 1 corner eat our food and talk..

but we cant have a peaceful talk..

coz alot ppl interupt us..

promote this and that..

den after tat we went to play the arcade..

spent 2bucks plus lo..

haa!!

and off i went for CO..

after CO..

suppose go Bedok 85 eat with they all..

coz Des gonna drive me hme..

but in de end decided no to..

coz my mum sure kill me..

haa!!

den went hme.

was so hungry..

and i decided to skip mornin lecture with Huiling..

haa!!~

den slp at 3+am..

thursday...

wake up at 11+am..

online..

den decided to meet Huiling for lunch coz we both hungry...

went JE makan..

den after tat go hunt for Yucui's present..

coz we havin gift exchange..

was super late for practical..

realli thanks Huiling for accompany me..

den finish practical..

went CO rm..

rots a while..

den went Old Airport Road to have dinner..

not bad the food..

den i took bus to Suntec..

was rotting there..

waited for Felily...

and then we had our practice..

was tired..

but quite fun..

the ppl are funny..

or rather..

Felily is the most funny lady..

haa!!!~

den went hme at ard 1030pm..

and tat Melvin and Jasper almost french kiss when on escalator..

*faint*

they are 2 crazy guy who are singing with us too...

haA!!!

anyway..

u all might be wondering..

whats tis singing thingy..

haa!!!

okok..

is juz a baskin session..

@ Suntec..

Cross Talk Cafe..

which is beside Subway...

3pm to 4pm

18th December 2005..

do drop by ONLI if u are free..

dun come purposely..

haA!!

better dun come la..

haiyo...

anyway..

went hme..

studied a bit of BIA.

and slpt..

friday morning..

was late for practical..

20mins late..

haiz..

den somethin happen in clz..

haiz...

quarrels are realli inevitable..

but i think is the trust between each other tat is the main key ba..

whatever..

den i went off to open CO letter box..

all my 3 proposals are approved..

so happy..

den after tat went to look for David..

think SAA gonna be my 2nd hme..

after tat went back clubrm..

waited for Leng...

had Waffletown..

today is de Waffletown last day..

i veri sad..

haiz..

my fave food..

think i will stop goin FC 3 le..

haa!!~

anyway..

after tat went back CO rm..

rotx..

den go find Xingzuan..

den go back CO rm agian..

study for BIA..

study for a while and i fell aslp..

haiz..

was too tired..

den wake up..

realise onli Samuel in de rm..

den wake up..

i study lo..

den he went lesson..

den i decided to go Computer lab print things...

den went back CO rm...

study..

nw become Samuel slping..

continue study till 6pm..

was late for my test..

but yet i finish the paper earlier..

but i nv went off straight..

den i went library type out the BBQ list..

den off i went for Cell Grp..

was so tired..

haiz..

den got hme at ard 11pm..

and my hse STINKS!!!

coz of those bangla beside my hse..

damn..

so smelly..

eekS!!!

played maple..

nw finally lvl 15 le..

okok..

i am lousy!!

haa!!!~

but i will win kaixian!!!

haa!!

ok..

nw i veri tired le..

bye bloggy!!!

=>all the past...<=
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

re saturday,sunday,monday

saturday...

went to sarah hse for make up cell grp..

whOo!!

exciting..

coz i played for worship!!!

first time..

haa!!

but the best part is..

without warnin 1...

played alot o wrong things..

arGH!!!!!!

but i will improve dE!!!!!

yeah!!!

trust in me!!!

i said i will and i will DEFINATELY WILL!!!

lalalalalala!!!

den went to city hall mit up with the rest of the cell grp..

and we had games day!!

haa!!

me and sarah went to rot at Shona's workplace while the rest enjoy the games..

coz i am the organiser..

den Sarah duwanna play..

hope they realli enjoy themselves tat day..

and after tat i stayed there till ard 730pm..

den went to Singapore Conference Hall to watch SCO n SYCO concert with Xinjie..

we were late..

sorry..

the concert..

nt bad..

quite nice..

den after tat went hme..

was feelin veri frustratin coz of some things..

shall nt touch abt it..

dun wanna talk too much abt it..

before another conflict comes again..

den after tat slp at ard 3am..

sunday went to EXPO..

oh man..

wake up at 6am..

reach at 9am..

kill me pls.

so tiring..

but the place is GREAT!!

BIG!!

whOO

i like..

but the chair..

veri HARD!!

make my BUTT veri PAIN!!!

haa!!!!

den after tat went off to mit Leng den make her accompany me go Yinzhi's bro shop..

gt quotations..

after tat walked to Bras Basah Complex myself and tried gettin some other shops' quotes..

den walked to Suntec agian to mit my cell grp members..

haiz..

shld have gone hme..

coz i was too tired..

reach there..

had my lunch..

den went Shona's work place again..

celebrated her bday...

den went hme with Jonathan..

talked to him fer a while on the train..

long time never talk to him le..

or rather..

rarely to get a chance to talk to him..

coz i am more close to Justin instead..

haa!!!

but still..

i love them~

i love my cell grp members..

haa!!!~

and reached hme..

on the computer..

and set my msn to busy..

and off to bed..

haa!!!

slp till 9+pm den wake up..

start playin maple..

den play till 130am den slp..

today..

wake up earli..

went lesson..

so bored..

fell aslp.

den go makan with clzmates.

after tat mit Mayfen coz she helped me carry the new computer to CO rm..

realli thank her..

if nt of her.

i duno hw am i goin to carry the CPU back to CO rm..

den reach there..

start to connect the computer..

den off i went for lesson..

had lesson till 1pm..

den went back CO rm..

rotx a while..

den went to Bras Basah Complex again..

to get quotes again..

den walked to Bugis..

waited fer Leng..

den went for lunch

den she accompany me back to Bras Basah Complex AGAIN!..

haa!!

coz on sunday, they cant give me de quotes.

den before i mit leng, their quotations nt ready yet..

so went back after tat again.

haa!!

den i walked to Eason myself..

called Kaixian and Yinzhi fer directions..

de shop is so ulu la!!!

den after gettin quotes.

went back SP..

saw Sam..

chit chat with him...

realise actually quite a lot of JYians studyin in SP actually..

den went clubrm...

rotx a while den go find David..

after tat go back CO rm..

played badminton..

and again..

when Yinzhi n Chaoyong are together..

they will grab the chance to BULLY me...!!!

den after tat left CO rm at ard 630pm..

actually goin JP with Des, Yinzhi, Chaoyong, Jonathan..

but in de end they decided to go other place..

so i decided to go hme..

too tired..

yeah!!

reached hme..

rotx..

watched Super Funkies, played maple..

did proposal with the help of Leng..

den send email to committee members on performance..

and nw..blog!!

yeah..

finally..

i am done with my blogging!!

oh yeah!!!

bye!!!

*Happy Belated Birthday to WeiQiang and Engine-niang!!!!*

((oh ya... i juz have my 10th collection!!!! Eileen Choo Jie Yin is my newly-found SWEETIEPIE!!!!!))

((i still love my 8other darlings and my 1honey!!!!))

haaaa!!!

=>re saturday,sunday,monday<=
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Sunday, December 11, 2005

nth

pissed is the onli word i can use to describe hw i am feeling nw.

all i wan nw is to get my life out of this.

hate it.

damn! bye

=>nth<=
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Saturday, December 10, 2005

wednesday.thursday.friday

okok..

i am here to blog.. sorry..

i am pure lazy..

too many things to blog le..

was veri dwn these few days..

but at the same time.

i am happy...

haa!! contradictin hor..

nvm...

haa!!

so wat realli happen tat makes me so sad..

coz..

this yr..

is de yr where by i cant receive all the wishing of happybirthday frm my frenz..

i treasure those smses veri much..

coz it jus show me hw much i meant to my frenz..

haa!!~

and oso..

i love the feeling of my phone beepin thru the nite n day..

but..........

all thanks to the bill.

there goes my sim card..

coz my mum threw it away..

haiz.

was so sad..

cried...

haiz..

the sim card..

means alot to me..

realli..

haiz....

anyway.. ya..

tats the end of the sad story..

Wednesday...

had lesson in de earli mornin...

was so slpy..

coz i slpt at 4am...

was playin game..

and so angry..

cant slp..

den lesson..

after tat go clubrm rotx..

after tat go ard...

i felt so lost..

coz i dunhave HP...

haiz...

den after tat went to SRRR 06 mtg..

and followed by goin band rm and get drumset..

ended up i havin chit chat session with Juliet..

and was so shocked to see Danny..

who was my clzmate..

coz he dun looks like someone who is so devoted to band..

haa!!

maybe coz of his attitude ba..

forever together with his gf 1..

haa!~

anyway..

ya..

chit chat..

den bring the instrument to CO rm..

den after tat went to makan...

den had practice..

was so tired..

den after practice.

my beloved SPCO members brought in a cake!!!

a HEART SHAPED CAKE!!!

oh yeah!!!

well..

hee

its bought by my dearest darlin!!

love her man!!

thanks Leng!!!

but i dunhave the pic of it!!

hmm..

and oso..

my HONEY caME!!

so surprised...

coz she actually cant come..

coz her mum dun allow..

anyway..

celebrated my birthday and Peizhen's..

yeah..

den after tat...

went to makan the smelly toufu and the soyabean again!

haa!!~

treated them to rochor touhua and some food there..

den after tat..

me n Xinjie took cab home....

yeah..

tat marks the end of my bday...

first time spendin it in sch..

so cooL!!!

haa!!!~

thursday..

automatically wake up at 950am..

wah lauz..

haa!!~

den start to do datasheet..

was rushin n rushing..

den in de end i was late fer my practical..

rushed dwn in cab..

but i waited fer 1 for almost 10mins..

coz i missed de buz..why?!!

coz.. i run back hme to get my watch!!!

hee!!

the watch is a bday present frm 17 ppl..

shall post the pic up next time and list out the ppl..

den reach sch..

print datasheet..

den do the exp...

den aftertat go co rm..

cleared up..

ha!!!

had a mini spring cleanin with the help of kaixian and mayfen..

but all these happen becoz SPCO room..

suddenly RAIN!

haa!

well..

is actually the ppl washin the aircon..

den i have no idea hw they do it..

coz..

they wash till de water come in like RAIN!!!

and the best part is there is computer and radio there..

and power point!!

so was so angry..

went out..

and asked the uncle wat is happenin..

ended up they came in and help us cleaned up..

so i start ransakin the place and pack..

den 550pm liydat i went to look for David..

den talk till 630pm den go back CO rm..

left Kaixian..

den i left oso at ard 640pm to find xueyun..

coz we went to watch the SB talenttime..

shall nt elaborate le..

coz nth much happen..

but wat i can say is..

disappointed with the performance..

onli a few of them can realli realli sing..

and i realli mean..

JUST A FEW OF THEM!!!

okok..

i am a bit too proud to say that..

haa!!!~

and anyway..

we are there to support Joanne, who was my LTC fren..

who happen to be Xueyun's clzmate too!!!...

and so happened tat i saw Hafiz, who was my LTC fren too!!~

and oso!!!..

Bryan Ravie who was my PRIMARY SCH FREN!!

haa!!~

and after tat reached hme at ard 1130pm..

slpt at ard 3am....

friday..

went to sch..

practical..

den go clubrm..

so clean..

den after tat go makan Pizzahut..

den go lesson..

den go back co rm..

skipped lesson agian..

coz dun feel like goin..

and after tat go find David again..

haa!!~

after tat went to clubrm..

saw William n Chaoyong playin badminton!!!

in CLUBRM!!

haa

and i get so high.

i played too..

and we used tis da di luo stand as the net!!

haa!!

so funny..

after tat me, Leng, Chaoyong, Mayfen, Jackjack went to makan at Bedok 85market..

they bluff me lo.

make me walk so long..

so tiring..

den aftert tat meet up with Yinzhi..

and i get bullied agian..

-__-".....

den Ling ling and Peicheng came too....

ate alot..

spent almost 14bucks there..

haa!!

treated Leng and Mayfen the bar chor mee!!~..

hee!!!

den chit chat till ard 12midnite..

den we left..

took cab hme..

me, lingling and peicheng...

reached hme at ard 1245am..

so tired...

and so here i am blogginG!!

finally..

it is done!!

oh yeah!!

bye bloggie!!!

=>wednesday.thursday.friday<=
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Wednesday, December 7, 2005

最后一次

在我最后一次
闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里
舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力
不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

(我永远爱你)

先走了
去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出
等不到天亮

所有回忆
抹去却并不容易
生死由天决定
不要太伤心

我永远爱你

=>最后一次<=
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12/07/2005 03:34:00 AM
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whats this..

was blog readin just nw..

came across my fren's blog..

saw this post abt her sister's bday celebration..

suddenly have an urge to cry out loud..

coz i have never had a birthday party like hers b4..

never in my life...

haiz..

u know..

those bday celebrations @ Mac..

once, i had my celebrations @ Mac..

but it wasnt those tat u get to see..

children runnin ard..

enjoyin themselves..

i nv had those b4..

in my younger days and even nw..

i envy those children tat can have their bday party and invite lots of frenz and havin their parents there lookin at them enjoying themselves..

though for the past few yrs..

i spent my bday outside with my frenz..

but the most wanted bday i ever wanted is 1 where by my parents will hold a surprise 1 for me..

yesh..

i might sound childish..

but deep in my heart..

this is what i have wanted veri much..

but i dun think it will ever happen..

bday to me..

means nothing..

jus a day whereby i have to blow a candle, cut the cake..

eat it..

and tats it..

nothing much..

nothing special..

or rather..

nothing to be happy about oso..

coz it jus means tat u are 1 yr older..

think shld change it ba..

Sad Birthday sound more appealin to me..

all tat i wan is forever gone..

my heart have turned cold towards her...

my heart is frozen..

nothing can defrost it..

bye

=>whats this..<=
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12/07/2005 01:27:00 AM
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19yrs of miserable life.

19yrs..

6935days..

416100hours..

24966000minutes..

1497960000seconds...

have passed...

but the gal who had walked thru all these yrs, days, hours, minutes, seconds...

had never felt a any bit of joy or happiness in her..

all she had inside of her is sadness, fear, unforgiveness, hatred..

she felt that the world had just crushed on her..

so hard..

so harsh...

so painful..

it is just like what have happen in the Chicken Little..

the sky is falling..

but nw..

the sky is realli falling hard on her nw...

she totally have no idea why..

but she just know that this is the most miserable day in her whole entire life..

she have not been lookin forward to this day actually..

getting older..

getting all those presents..

indeed she will be happy durin the time she open all the presents..

but she is such a great actress that no one will actually know tat deep inside her heart..

a knife is being stabbed so deeply inside her...

the knife is nt being stabbed by any of her friends..

but is by her own parents..

the persons whom brought her into this wonderful world...

and yet they are those that push her down to hell..

say tat she deserve it..

say tat she is always been liydat..

but i dun think she realli deserve all these...

all she can say nw is...

she just wan a peaceful life..

she just wan to lead a carefree life with no insults from those tat are dearest to her..

all she wan is just the love frm her parents..

but can she realli get those...

all the love have been given to her brother...

none was left for her..

nothin more to say...

Happy Birthday RongPing....

=>19yrs of miserable life.<=
posted by ® ø ņ ğ § ² ™
12/07/2005 12:00:00 AM
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